With humble heart I sit in silence
and seek your wisdom
Patiently I ‘listen’, knowing I receive
in perfect time
In wondrous Gratitude, I give thanks to you
and all your messengers
In confusion I return to you,
it is in this space that peace finds me
You are cloaked in all things I see
and those unseen
Compassion, understanding, empathy and forgiveness,
are the tools you’ve given us to heal and awaken
Your light shatters the darkness
often bringing me chills and tears
I seek to know more of you, so that I may know myself
I seek to know myself, so that I may know more of you
The magic, mystery, wonder and beauty of this exploration
strengthens my trust and faith
May the reminders to judge less be upon my mind often
showing me that all is One
For we are all that is manifest and unmanifest
the world being our mirror and teacher
You continuously show me the way through all
lifting the veil and asking me to remember who I am
You offer many various roads to knowing and understanding you
all paths, smooth and rocky, lead to you
I give thanks that your light is present
assisting in balancing the polarity within
Love, you are all
and you are emptiness
I am you,
and you are I
May you continue to help me remove the blockages
to knowing your presence in all
I seek to be a humble messenger among many,
a source of love to those in need
May I be an instrument of your light
shining your truths for all that desire them
Much love, light, and gratitude, to and for you, for
I am love(d)™, You are love(d)™, and we are One
1/8/2017Posted on January 8, 2017 by Keli · 0 comments Read More
Fur bouncing all around me. Small, smaller, and medium. Youngest, young, old. All different in their personalities and needs. Some need more than others, financially, emotionally, and time.
I am a gypsy or maybe I’ve been a gypsy before and so that feeling of wanting to be on the move is familiar. I love to travel, to experience life on the road, other places, different cultures. I feel alive and I move forward in awakening. I travel in the moment with very little planning. I let the moments carry me from one place to the next. There is so much freedom in that way of living and experiencing life. I try to carry this forward when I am back ‘home’. I seem to pull it off in certain areas of my life but not others.Posted on February 28, 2015 by Keli · 0 comments Read More
This is a short review of my friend David Zarza’s book, When Spirits Call: Listening to the Spirits Around Us
What I loved most about David’s book is that it reads as a memoir pertaining to his psychic and medium exploration from when he was young until now. For anyone curious about what goes on during a medium reading (communicating with those who have passed on) or if it’s even possible to communicate with departed loved ones, this is a great read. Through the sharing of stories and experiences of some of his clients, David shows us just how much spirits want and do communicate with us all the time. Through his own experiences of putting Trust in the Universe and opening to all possibilities, he shows us that it is possible for anyone to connect to their loved ones and the healing that can transpire by doing so. I couldn’t help but think while reading this book how thin the veil is between the seen and unseen worlds. And as David says, it is only our own limitations we set that prevent us from lifting this veil. This is not a step-by-step, how-to instruction guide on becoming a psychic but it continuously opens your eyes and heart to having faith that you can communicate with the spirits around you if that is something you want. He shows you that Spirit is always communicating with you and sharing in your life even from beyond. David’s passion for his work and the connections he facilitates shows brightly throughout this beautiful book. Whether you’re a skeptic of the afterlife or a psychic medium yourself, When Spirits Call will open your heart to the experience and belief that all things are possible. I’m left feeling even more empowered to open myself to the Universe and to communications from beyond.
To order David’s book or request a reading with him, please go to his website listed below or you may purchase his book through Amazon.May 27, 2013 by Keli · 0 comments Read More
For about a year now and increasing in intensity the last 4-5 months I’ve been being what feels like thrown into places and experiences to learn more about Jesus. I’ve been a recovering catholic for over half my life and although I’ve always felt like Jesus really did live and that he stood for peace and forgiveness, his attachment to Christianity and the Old testament just didn’t jive with me on many many levels.
My earliest memory of “what I wanted to be when I grew up” was when I was 7 or 8 and I wanted to be a Nun. I believe it took that form because in the catholic church if I wanted to serve God, that was the role I would have to play. I can remember feeling a powerful connection to God/Spirit/Jesus that was unlike anything else I had known. It felt right. However, I can also remember being very frustrated in the church because I had a lot of questions and no one seemed to be able to answer them to my satisfaction. Slowly as I humanized the connection through unanswered questions my connection to the source faded. Overtime I began to see the farse which was the catholic church and I turned my back on it all and have continued to explore divinity in many other ways.Posted on February 19, 2013 by Keli · 0 comments Read More
Conditioning…it is what has given us our perspectives and beliefs. From before we are conceived until we die we are bombarded with what is ok/not ok, good/bad, right/wrong, should/shouldn’t… It is what allows us to feel different from one another and most often times not connected. As Cheri Huber shares with us, we become disconnected or separate from ourselves as we move away from what feels true and right to us as a child and we navigate our parents roles, expectations and discpline. We do this to survive. Unfortunately, we carry this forward and add to it as we cycle through phases of childhood and then adulthood.
I’m a rebel in many ways. Bucked many ‘systems’ since I was a child. My parents had to navigate my stubborness and I had to learn how to do what they wished if I did’t want to be punished. How does one raise a child and not fully condition them as a reflection of your own wants and needs and your own conditioning? This is not an easy question to answer. In some ways, the easy one is that you can’t raise a child without conditioning. I do believe it takes a lot of grace and courage to watch your children navigate their world and do your best to support what you see come out of the core of their being. I’m realizing even though I don’t have children that this can be extremely difficult if we don’t even recognize our own conditioning.
I open this post with conditioning because I often find that “it” or the voices in my left brain are coming from this position. What I’ve come to believe is good or not good, right or wrong, risky or not risky. Other people’s opinions creep in and seem to have their space to state their opinions. Lately, I’ve been just sitting in the awareness of this happening. Being a witness to these voices. Having Aha moments of saying, this is conditioning and non of this is real. It’s only real if I choose to let it be.
My work right now is centered around being just witness to this process. Sometimes I feel triggered by it emotionally and sometimes I don’t. Even thohgh I know is conditioning. My other work is around trust. Trusting the ‘knowing’ that I get about my wants or decisions even though I can hear the chatter of the left brain voices trying to convince me that I’m crazy. I’m not crazy I tell them. I let them know I hear them, I appreciate them, but that there is another part of my being that is just as important, my intuition, and that it’s time for it to get a bigger say in my life. I don’t judge any of it, I just watch it all go down.
I’m currently going through something really powerful and life changing. My intentions and manifestion work continues to bring into my life that in which I focus my energy on. Thank goodness, my intent is about love and compassion so that this is what is being shown to me and what is coming into my world. Part of the trusting is this. Knowing that I’m part of this creation process and even there is something so much more intelligent at work as well.
Right now I am cradling my powerful experience. Sheltering it from the world’s opinions and beliefs. I know I’m not immune to the energy that is sent to me regardless if I know it’s just opinions, a reflection of conditioning, and a place of caring and protection. All I want to feel is the love that I’m experiencing. It is totally unexpected and I am grateful. I want to sit in it, protect it, flow with it. I have to work through my own fears and trust. I love the people in my world. I know they love me. I know they want what is best for me. But what I also know is that only I know what is best for me. Only I can navigate my conditioning with understanding and decide what I want and what works and doesn’t work for me. I am learning to trust my true self and what the universe has in store for me.
I am happy. I am grateful. I am loved and loving.