It’s been a ride of day, but I’m starting to see patterns when I feel rocked and not ok. When I put too much focus on my material world around me and not enough inner reflective time either through thought, meditation, or reading spiritual things I feel unsafe. The material world doesn’t actually make me feel safe and grounded and so when my energy is focused there I get thrown and even spiral a bit. I realize it’s been a few weeks since I’ve been super contemplative or have done any awakening practices. When I don’t do these things my world shifts into trying to put things into boxes and known spaces to try and give me the feeling of knowing and contentment, but it’s an illusion and eventually I feel lost and lonely. What I need is just the opposite. When I delve into the world of divinity, support and love, I sit in the unknown and feel curiously comfortable. When my energy is put there my material world falls into place with a lot less effort and a lot more joy.
I love this song by Frou Frou and it’s always a good reminder to let go and to remember that there is beauty in the breakdown.Posted on August 17, 2013 by Keli · 0 comments Read More
I’m proud of me. Yup, I sure am. I’m proud of myself.
At the close of the year I like to reflect back upon it and how I lived. I don’t really set New Year’s resolutions or goals per se but I do set intentions. Things that I want to work on overtime. These items are usually ongoing and don’t have a finish date which is why I set them apart from being goals. However, they end up being the priority for that year.
At the beginning of 2012, my greatest intention was to work on my resistance. I wanted to first fully own it. Admit to myself that I can be resistant in many circumstances. Ironically, I resisted that I am resistant for a long time, ha! I then wanted to catch myself when I was being resistant so I could make a different choice. I decided to focus on the word curiosity. I was going to look at things with curiousity which would help me open up and be less resistant. This was my intention and affirmation, “My curiosity leads me into alignment with my highest good.”Posted on December 31, 2012 by Keli · 0 comments Read More